Akashic Reading Sample - to client from spirit guide Gregory Haye

To the light of everyone's life, it is crucial we grow and learn. For this dear friend, you have grown and learnt. Throughout your life in physical state and also as the spirit you were before you came and had this physical life. You grew in the garden of remembrance. That was to do with the remembrance of not just your duty toward others in the selfless way in which you acted in the spirit world, which actually shines through in abundance in your character. It is a pathway you know well and understand that if you give to a situation you receive benefits from it. Not because you expect it but because that is the cycle of return, for synchronicity plays a path to this return and continues the cycle.

In your life we see the difficulties and hurdles overcome, some perhaps not so easily overcome and not completed either. There is still work to do. Some will say this is why you have an earthly journey, to continue work not completed in the spirit world. What we say is that this is a never ending process in a sense, because as you move toward different situations so you will uncover mysteries as yet unknown to you, and in that respect work is never completed or finished.
However you are able to bring about in your own life situations of completion, you are able to step from one to another, to invoke it and carry it out and see it through to the finish and then get on with the next thing, the next agenda, whatever it is in your life.
In part it is due to your characteristic. Your genetic envelope if you like. But it is also due to where you are from in the spirit world, your spirit team are by your side. They are with you. And the more that you have experience, the closer they become.
Much of this has come from your eternal spirit make-up, and is a part of your soul group identity. For you, my dear, your soul group is called Cajuan, which is pronounced Cajuen. You are from the soul group of Cajuan.

Q1/Do the Akashic records show how my future will be affected by my meditation?

Yes, absolutely so, provided you continue it. The point with meditation is that once you begin to unravel the layers, as you learn to control mind and body function, as you allow attention of certain areas of your physical state to become lapsed and eventually subside, you reach purer and purer wheels within the meditation process.
These, in part, are layered upon your Akashic book. They show the progress which is possible if your control and your illumination continues. Naturally, this will depend upon freedom of mind. And much is to do with the mind control and even the concept of that control in childhood, for you had a strict upbringing. And so it means to some extent your control was already in place. Control of things you had to do because you were cornered into that prism of activity, of the way you lived your life.
This means that perhaps you may have thought back and thought that those things were there to give you difficulty, but, in actual fact, they have tended to help you. Not that it means it is a good yard stick for everyone else to use, for them too to have a fierce upbringing or something that is very contained.

In point of fact, through your meditation you gradually seek different layers, although you may not realize it or attract attention to it. You are seeking higher understanding, but also, greater influence, and that is something which is laid out upon your Akashic book. It is laid out in actual events because you haven't taken them yet. But the situation remains that there are reasons to understand where your meditation will take you. And it may take you a very long way indeed, into circles of knowing not yet revealed to you.
It will make you become more patient. More deliberate in your thinking. More calm and less sensitive to rising to situations which may cause pain or conflict. It will help you to have a deeper reflection of where you are going or what is happening around you; how to organize events in your life.
The way this meditation will produce effect is it will help you to see even clearer those from our side of life, as well as understanding greater concepts of mind and attenuation of those concepts into reality. It is a path to success.

Q2/ I have always felt I was meant to do more in my life than I am at present. Do I feel this way because I should be doing something else?

You have always felt like you needed to do more in life because you were not following a path that was bringing answers. The point is you are now walking upon a path which brings you answers. Your impatience is that you want more answers to come than you are necessarily ready for, or that you are able to perceive at this present time because of the vibration at which you sit.
Further meditation will help you to become more relaxed and to raise your vibration. It will help you to make contact with other beings who are more loving, more giving to you. This does not mean to say those who are with you now are less loving, but that the more you increase the energy vibration within inner self, of the love intent that can be there, the higher those who are with you now will be able to connect with you. Therefore, you will share a greater vibration, a greater intention between you.

You may feel from past behaviors that you have not had a fulfilled life. The problem seems to be that of your understanding and perception because you overcame situations and obstacles that were there at the time. You overcame them with the graciousness of the contact with your spirit, even though you may not have been aware of that contact. But this is because it was a grounding of your personality. It doesn't mean to say you had to go through the hard times you went through in order to grow your personality, but for sure, these were times that symbolized a growing of your awareness. How to deal with children. How to bring about the situations of chaos that so often happened. The isolation you may have felt from time to time.

It is felt by many as they look back in life that they feel like you, that there has been so much lacking. But there hasn't really. It is just really as though you feel dissatisfied with your path to date. If you feel that way then you need to make change yourself. Not for me to say change your life, but for you to say change my life.
If you want to progress to something you must bring energy toward it. You must actively take part in that energy production, in that manifestation. This will then help you to form a greater energy for your desire of what you seek. What you seek may be fulfillment of your physical state and your spirit, the culmination of love within you.
All of this talk of love and giving or not giving, does not mean to say that you do not love, because you do, very deeply and very widely, even though, in some aspects, you feel you do not want to be hurt by it. Yet you are still prepared to give it to the fullest, which means you do not fear it. Therefore, if you do not fear it, learn to manifest it further and learn to grow it in the pathway to allow it to have more time with you. To be able to play with you in that way. It will provide a fuller reflection for yourself and give you an ability to give that expression to others.
You are not an uncaring soul. You are so very caring and full of a great depth of understanding you perhaps still do not really understand that you have. It actually is there - you possess it. You just need to garden it more within your mind so that you can actively bring it to the surface. So actively do something to procure it, to continue its growth.
Perhaps the time you set aside for meditation is insufficient and that you need to sit for short times on your own, in your own time. Just a little time set aside to give you some reflection, perhaps of your day or to help you along your road to success, to bathe in the calming light of harmony that may surround you, of your spirit energy.

Q3/ Do I have any gifts of spirit?

You have many gifts of spirit. You have gifts that are there as a part of your spirit make up from the Cajuan group. They are there manifesting themselves right at this very moment. The ways in which you interact with children, with your offspring, the ways you clearly understand what ails certain people in their walk of life. That is a blessing. That is a gift. That is a gift that you have of being able to see with sensitivity, and sometimes some may say abruptness. Of understanding what it is that has sent them off their course or path of understanding or right thinking. It is why you need to continue this process of meditation, and why it is you need to continue to develop it.
So this is a gift indeed, and from this gift can come many other gifts which you also have. It isn't your solitary gift for you have a gift of sight, of, at times, seeing situations in the spirit world when they wish to give it to you, to bring to you as a marker of the success you have made of your sitting.

So what of the times when you had met and seen spirit before you started sitting. It doesn't mean to say that the fact of sitting means any less or any more. It means that at that time previously, you had actually gained an insight because there was a window of opportunity spirit saw to allow you to see, because that was actually a part of your own spirit make up and a part of the person you are.

If it had all come at once would you have necessarily thought that much more of it? Perhaps it is for you, that it needs to be things which come one step at a time, because then you are able to take it within yourself and understand it, pause over it perhaps.
It doesn't make you less. It makes you more for growing understanding within you. That is why it is so important and why for you particularly, within the characteristic that you are, that it has been done that way. It helps you to accept more within the normal scheme of your life; that this is just something else that is normal yet that other people do not have in their life. Therefore, you are on the pathway already.
There are also more gifts that you have. As well as this ability to resolve situations in physical life, you are also able to resolve situations with your questioning mind to do with contact with spirit. Which is why it can be there is a pathway for you in that work, if you wish of it, and it is something which will gradually grow.

The Akashic record of your life is by no means over. There is so much more to do, and it will continue to be written in every step you take.
Look forward positively, toward the next time that you open the doorway to your mind and the opportunities of different events to come face to face with you.
You must be careful in your judgment because sometimes you cannot judge a situation or make a decision about it which is clear cut. Perhaps because you do not have all of the information to hand, to your eyes, ears, and mind.
Only once all of the fruit has been shown to you of a situation should you then bring your evaluation, your concise depth of understanding of a problem to reveal its solution. Sometimes life is like that and it takes a necessary understanding and careful consideration to reveal it and so solve it, to help someone else in need.

We bless you upon your journey friend.